December 2011
41 posts
Now I don’t feel the need to punch anyone.
All done. Now time to relax and hope this feeling lasts awhile
Phase 2- over
Phase 3- 10:30
Phase 1 complete.
Phase 2- 45 mins away
Phase one- 9:30.once parents are in bed.
Tired of people treating me like shit and make me feel horrible. People just need to leave me alone and let me do my thing. For now on im not taking anyones shit.
Home finally. Now what to do to make the pain go away. Many options. Maybe a mixture. Gonna be a good night
Internship in a few months. Then probably the job. Dream job will be complete :D
So fucking what
And guess what
I’m havin more fun
And now that were done
I’m gonna show you tonight
I’m alright
I’m just fine
And you’re a tool so
So what
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don’t want you tonight
You weren’t there
You never were
You want it all but that’s not fair
I gave you life
I gave my all
You weren’t there, you...
Courtney- “this isn’t a barbecue..”
Mitchell- “I can grill all I want”
Me- xD
Your pointing your finger at me, when there’s 3 fingers pointing back at you.
“I believe in yesterday”
Snowmobiling today :D
People just never change.
Nobody said it was easy.
When you talk to people that your supposed to hate, you realize you hate them for no reason.
I try to be nice to everyone. But now idgaf. It’s time for me to be the biggest bitch you ever seen. This will be fun.
2012 here I come. For once drama free.
Fuck this shit
Nothing.
You’ll see what I mean
When im gone.
http://shaned.golnx.co/Nv
That night and day after I felt nothing. I didn’t care about anything or anyone. All my worries were gone. I don’t remember half of that day. I want to feel like that again. Take all the pain away. Make me feel nothing again. Worth the price I may take.
… Butterflies in my tummy suck… I don’t want them.. They are trying to tell me something but they are wrong..
Omg..why are these dreams so vivid.. Just makes things worse :(
Five words I never said (first draft)
I lay in my bed
Dreamin of you and me
I guess I’d rather be dead
To see you away from me
Those five words I never said
Sometimes I get lonely
Only looking for someone like you
Your my one and only
I guess I’ll just have to make do
Ladaladla
I know I will never be able to kiss
That sweet amazing face ever again
That’s the only thing I always miss
I wish I could...
Confused on how to tell if I person does what they want to do, or by what the other person wants. If your going to say you wanna do it, don’t regret it. I hell wont.
It was love at first sight<3 He will be mine<3
It took me months to fall in love with you. 8 months in love. And forever to forget
Can't sleep
Can’t stop thinking of everything we have done in our life together, when you first held my hand, told me you loved me, kissed me, when we got soaked by rain, the late night phone calls, and the moment I fell in love with you. I can’t hide the fact that I want to be with you, but you can’t be with me. Every time I see you I never want to let go. I know you feel the same too.
Don’t turn away
Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching
As if I’m not enough?
Again
Just wanna hold your hand again
Want you to whisper that you love me
Just lay down and cuddle
As long as I’m with you, I know I will be forever happy. Because I’m not over you babe. You never leave my mind. Things aren’t right, but some how your still on my mind. Knowing it may never come true, i will never get over you baby.
Still in love with you.
“If you ask me how I’m doin I would say I’m doin just fine
I would lie and say that you’re not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
and finally I’m forced to face the truth
No matter what they say, I’m not over you
I’m still in love with you”